what i was going to say to you…before you told me what you did with her
im sorry for not being there, im sorry you felt alone
when i didnt have the self estseem to ask whats wrong
im sorry you got stuck with a durranged worthless
pathetic un-beautiful cruel person, im sorry
i cant be around always, im sorry saying sorry is the only
thing i can do, but right now im going to change that fact bc
i will fix things this time. im sorry i told everyone else
but you, i didnt think you cared that much, but now i know
you do care about me, and with that i finally see,
you diserve so much better than me. and im sorry it
took me so long too see how wrong i am. no person should
be treated the way i treated you. im sorry i have to tell
you the truth, this is going to hurt me, more then its
going to hurt you, its about time you see though.
so here it goes…move on. you diserve so much better than me, your truly an amazing person,
and you have changed the way i looked at life,
but what have i done for you?
…absolutly nothing. you really need to open your eyes and see,
the incredible person you really are,and see
that all im doing is holding you back from your dreams, so for your sake…. move on your heart diserves so much more credit than you give it.
you know i love you, and i mean it. so heres the upside of this letter
no doors are closing, nothing is lost, and you will find someone and you will live on.
doors have opened, things are going to change for the better,
believe me. by the time you read this, i’ll be gone.
remember, no one can give you time and pay attention
very close attetion to the little things…they just
might lead you to peace.
