...The truth about life

I think i get it now,

looking back at all those pictures of us, all the times we had

the times you said were fun

i was so in love

but now i see i was the one worth leaving, i mean you were right, i barely saw you and you did what you had to do.

you really were everything to me because i made you my everything, you ment so much to me, its like you provided me with everything i needed to live and be happy, i honestly believed in you, you were perfect to me. i still remember the very first word you said to me, the exact spot we met and the first look you gave me. you were always there for me ha even if i didnt want you to be, you never took advantage of me, always thanked me, did so many things that would make the most depressed person, ecstatic. you showed me a world and state of mind i never thought i would experence, you loved me..or so i thought but i dont know anymore. maybe you did so what if you didnt I loved you.

one thing i do know is  i was looking back at those pictures of you and i saw something that i’ve never seen before 

you never looked happy.

so for everytime i said sorry, hes the last time.

im sorry my love for you was destroyed.

Im on my own now. I know im strong. I have everything i need here with me. so heres the line…i never thought i would say,

I’m letting you go.